Two Pink Lines!!!

Two pink lines. Yes you are looking at a positive pregnancy test taken at 14 days past ovulation (I got a very faint line 4-6-10, but this one was prettier). Apparently that strong ovulation last month was a very good thing. I AM PREGNANT! Edgar and I are so happy, but hesitant to announce to the world that we are expecting again because of our loss last year. (So if you are a facebook friend please keep hush hush about this).

I tell myself daily, "Today I am pregnant and I love my baby".

Some days I am in disbelief. Other days I hardly feel pregnant at all and some days I feel over-stricken with grief and worry. I hope all is well with our growing little bean and that he/she is progressing as they should.

I don't have my first ultrasound until May 17th, so until then I am hoping and praying and telling my little bean to grow and grow and grow! Until then however, I am afraid I am seriously going to be a hot mess.

According to Fertilityfriend.com my due date will be 12-16-10. I would LOVE a December baby.

Dear Baby Bean,

Please stick. Mommy and daddy desperately want to meet you in 8-9 months. Please, please, pretty please.